Tonight

"The men of greatest achievement
are men with highly developed sex natures..."
- Napoleon Hill

Tonight I take you to a place...
A place where reason does not exist.

A place where I heal your tired mind and body,
A place where i unleash a very powerful emotion.

Tonight I give in to your deep desires and fantasies...
I give in to your hidden animal nature.

Tonight I'll redefine your concept of pleasure.
Tonight you meet Bliss for the first time again.

Tonight I give in to your incredible persistence...
Tonight we play a Game at point Zero.

-Orakulo

Strong and Weak (Updated)

"When the strong is too weak to hurt the weak...
The weak must be strong enough to leave."
- Anonymous

"Kung ang Matatag ay mahina para saktan pa ang Mahina...
Ang Mahina ay dapat magpakatatag na siyang kusang umalis."

Farewell

This is the part of the story where I take control.
What's important to you is important to me.
This is the part where you have to trust me all the way.
This is the part where you have to believe your heart.

The part where I define love, trust and understanding.

The part where everything is not what it seems.
The part where you learn to fly.
The part where things will depend on you.
The part where doubt shall reign.
Tonight I set you free.
I'm letting you go.
It's going to be really cold and dark.
I hope you find your way back home...
And hopefully I'd be there waiting for you.
This is the part where you get what you deserve.
Not because of me, but because of you.

I Love you. Farewell...

-Orakulo

Random Thoughts

Not all who have opened their eyes see.

To realize something too late brings no relief, only sorrow.
Lessons can be very deceiving,
they act as a scapegoat for foolish decisions.
One can only say he has learned when he has applied it.
Otherwise he has only been informed.
There is a difference.
Some start to see when there is nothing left to see.
It is hard to give understanding to someone with no will
and more difficult to someone with no understanding.
If we look closely, some people even encourage this blindness:
they do because they are twice as blind, or
they see twice as better...

Truth is, a man is only as big as the measure of his thinking.

Missing you...

"The important thing is to be able at any moment
to sacrifice what we are for what we could become."
-Charles Dubois

In my silence...
In my slumber...
In my dreams...
In my hopes...
In my prayers...
In my heart...
I have you.

Because of you, I have learned how beautiful LOVE can be...
May God keep you in the palm of His hands.
Missing you...

-Orakulo

Tired of self-expectations

We all have a tendency to hold on to things that destroy us and cause us to stay unhealthy. As a result, the heaviness of our burdens prevents us from enjoying life. We get caught up in negativity and depression. I have felt it before. The world becomes dark and big to the point that we perceive most things as black and white.
Letting go of our hurts and disappointments and learning to forgive ourselves and others are conscious acts. Forgiving ourselves is not a feeling. It is a choice. We must choose to forgive even if it means swallowing our own pride. Some people hold on to hurts and spend their whole lives being unhappy and miserable. Unfortunately, everyone who touches shoulders with such people senses and absorbs the negative reactions and unhappiness. Who wants to be around someone who is always unhappy, always negative, always complaining?!?

Most of the time...
The things we don't want to see,are the things you have to see.

Truth is , all of us get something-some payoff- when we hold on to things that are unhealthy. Blind loyalty is plain foolishness. Do the math and get the average. You can never be loyal to something or someone which causes you pain. It's contrary to life, to survival. The unfortunate part is that while we hold on to these things, meanwhile, life keeps passing us buy, and we miss healthy moments - moments filled with fun and laughter, true joy. We get "stuck" in pain which suffocates and strangles us, and we find ourselves not opting for life. And worse, we normally hide it deep within, wearing masks of "pseudo-happiness", certainty and strength.

I need to remember that human beings trip and fall, sometimes say things they don't mean, and make mistakes. Those are not failures. They are ruts and grooves that we all need to grow into awareness of. Human beings are not perfect. And that's all i am, all we are - a human being. So why do I expect more of myself than of others? It's just crazy, don't you think? Chilax! Smile. =)

Take your time

Before you form a relationship,
ask yourself if there are things about the other you can't stand.
If there are, ask yourself if
you would be able to live with these things forever.
If the answer is "no", then leave it alone.
Though it's true to expect the reasonable and not the perfect,
remember that your own principles and values do not restrict,
They protect you. Never fall in love with love, most of the time
one will eventually drown from it's own complexities.
Believe me...
Don't think in terms of forever.
Think of NOW, and forever will take care of itself.
Take your time... :)