How Could I Say Goodbye?

29 October 2008 around 4pm
A beautiful warm sunny day.
In a quiet and secluded place in tune with nature.
The day I first laid my eyes on You...

After everything that happened...
I was supposed to hate you
And You weren't supposed to come
But You did.

It wasn't about what I saw,
Neither was it about the reason you came.
It wasn't about the uncertainty I was in.
It was You.

It wasn't about anything You said,
It certainly wasn't what you were wearing.
And definitely not with a friend you were with.
It's You.

It was surreal.
And it hits one down to the core.
It's funny and I agree.
But it's just magical.

It's unexplainable.
It's beyond what I've ever felt before.
For something or anyone.
It feels just like home.

I wanted to know more
I wanted to spend more time
I wanted the reasons for such a feeling
But the more I asked the more it became real.

I wanted to let it go...
I wanted to forget you...
Many times I tried and tried...
But I failed, and failed again and again...

So I let you stay...
It was sweet sorrow...
And since then It changed me...
Changed me forever in a profound way.

I don't know how this is going to unfold...
I don''t know how this is going to end...
I don't know where it's going to lead...
All I know is I Found You.

And everything seems to be okay...
Don't worry about me.
I'm happy and I'm doing very well...
And I hope you are too.

What I have is pointless...
What I do is irrelevant...
What I am is nothing...
In what I see in You.

Do me a favor...
Take care of yourself...
Come back in one piece...
I'm building our home.

Why?

Because You Came.

I always mean what I say...
You ought to know that by now.

I love you.

So tell me? How could I ever say goodbye?



-ORAKULO

Paano Mahalin ang Katulad Mo?

Di ko maikakaila ang pag-aalala
Na sa tuwi-tuwina’y dala-dala
Nangangamba, nangangamba
Na baka mapahamak ka

Dapat sarilinin ko na lang
Kayrami-rami mong pasan-pasan
Baka lalo ka pang mabibigatan

Itatago ko ang aking kaba

At ikukubli ang pangangamba
Ngunit sa dilim

Ay napapansin mo ang takot ko

Ang dinadaing koy para sa iyo

Ang unti-unting matutunan ko

Paano mahalin

Paano mahalin ang katulad mo

Di ko maikakaila ang pag-aalala
Ngunit di ba mas mahalaga
Ang dinggin ka, intindihin ka,
Samahan ka sa bawat pasya

Paano ba ako makakagaang
Paano ba ako makakatuwang
Paano kung ako ay nasasaktan

Itatago ko ang aking kaba

At ikukubli ang pangangamba
Ngunit sa dilim

Ay napapansin mo ang takot ko

Ang dinadaing koy para sa iyo
Ang unti-unting matutunan ko

(Counterpoint)

Paano ba ako makakagaang
Paano ba ako makakatuwang

Paano mahalin

Paano mahalin ang katulad mo

Interlude

Paano mahalin

Paano mahalin ang katulad mo

...missing you...

-ORAKULO

Love without Talking

Quietly, simply, tenderly...
The world stood still
I could not say a word
Nor a single gestured showed.

The feeling kept in my heart
So I've loved you in silence
Humbly from a distance
And wished you well in everything.

I want to say I Love You,
But I'm afraid...
Afraid that you'll just take it for granted.
In silence then, I'll just love you.

In silence I'll find...
The fulfillment of my dreams.

...is a GIFT

Love shall never pause,
Strong and determined with all our flaws.
It endures and doesn’t judge,
Never holds a lasting grudge.

Generous, loyal, always kind,
To your outer layer blind.
Surely, opposite of rude,
My beating heart I must include.
On your birthday, my love for you,
From the clouds, a perfect view.
Moments, memories, a year gone by,
I'm here for you, don't you cry.

My love for you, lives by the truth,
A promise to behold, a gift that soothes.
When it sees, our trust and hope,
It climbs and conquers any slope.
A birthday wish for my special love,
Message sent by the purest dove.
Wishing you happiness and success,
With eternal love, I must profess.

I celebrate your birth today,
A geeky person you always portray.
A mysterious soul, a funny one,
You keep me prisoner, can't get nothing done!
I only wish the best for you,
New experiences I hope to pursue.
On this special birthday, I’ll hold you tight,
As flames of love, begin to ignite.

A special heart, from the very start.
Like a work of art, I set you apart...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

May Inspiration Teach Courage Head-on!



Saving the best for last...
... and there's more, much more to come.
hehe! Kala mo

831!

Eight Letters, Three Words, I Meaning...

-ORAKULO

Fear

"In the end, it's better to say too much

than never to say what you need to say..."
John Mayer

Fear and worry paralyzes reason,
the faculty of imagination,
kills self-reliance,
undermines enthusiasm,
discourages initiative,
leads to uncertainty of purpose,
encourages procrastination,
wipes out dreams
and makes self-control an impossibility.

Fear is the real threat to anything in life.

Tonight

"The men of greatest achievement
are men with highly developed sex natures..."
- Napoleon Hill

Tonight I take you to a place...
A place where reason does not exist.

A place where I heal your tired mind and body,
A place where i unleash a very powerful emotion.

Tonight I give in to your deep desires and fantasies...
I give in to your hidden animal nature.

Tonight I'll redefine your concept of pleasure.
Tonight you meet Bliss for the first time again.

Tonight I give in to your incredible persistence...
Tonight we play a Game at point Zero.

-Orakulo

Strong and Weak (Updated)

"When the strong is too weak to hurt the weak...
The weak must be strong enough to leave."
- Anonymous

"Kung ang Matatag ay mahina para saktan pa ang Mahina...
Ang Mahina ay dapat magpakatatag na siyang kusang umalis."