Thursday, October 29, 2009

How Could I Say Goodbye?

29 October 2008 around 4pm
A beautiful warm sunny day.
In a quiet and secluded place in tune with nature.
The day I first laid my eyes on You...

After everything that happened...
I was supposed to hate you
And You weren't supposed to come
But You did.

It wasn't about what I saw,
Neither was it about the reason you came.
It wasn't about the uncertainty I was in.
It was You.

It wasn't about anything You said,
It certainly wasn't what you were wearing.
And definitely not with a friend you were with.
It's You.

It was surreal.
And it hits one down to the core.
It's funny and I agree.
But it's just magical.

It's unexplainable.
It's beyond what I've ever felt before.
For something or anyone.
It feels just like home.

I wanted to know more
I wanted to spend more time
I wanted the reasons for such a feeling
But the more I asked the more it became real.

I wanted to let it go...
I wanted to forget you...
Many times I tried and tried...
But I failed, and failed again and again...

So I let you stay...
It was sweet sorrow...
And since then It changed me...
Changed me forever in a profound way.

I don't know how this is going to unfold...
I don''t know how this is going to end...
I don't know where it's going to lead...
All I know is I Found You.

And everything seems to be okay...
Don't worry about me.
I'm happy and I'm doing very well...
And I hope you are too.

What I have is pointless...
What I do is irrelevant...
What I am is nothing...
In what I see in You.

Do me a favor...
Take care of yourself...
Come back in one piece...
I'm building our home.

Why?

Because You Came.

I always mean what I say...
You ought to know that by now.

I love you.

So tell me? How could I ever say goodbye?



-ORAKULO

17 comments:

MarcoPaolo said...

hmmm... inlove ba? hehehe... ganda kasi ng tula e...

galing ng header image mo parekoy ah.

ORACLE said...

matagal na parekoy... One year na today. hehehe...

Isa sa mga tsamba shots ko sa church malapit kung saan una ko siyang na meet. At jan sa church na yan lalo akong nabighani sa kanya... naksss...

Sorry medyo busy for the last months, d masydo maka comment, pero lagi ako dumadaan sa bahay mo...

Ingats. God bless. =)

elaine said...

:)

Dhianz said...

kuya Oracle.. namiss ka namen... pa-*hugz*... awww.. ganda naman yan.. hagnswit... inlab kah noh... sino ang masuwerteng babae... yeah sino man syah eh she should take care of herself... kc may nagmamahal nang taus puso sa kanyah.... ingatz lagi kuyah.... Godbless! -di

Dhianz said...

oh yeah... i'm hopin' a sweet ending for both of yah... sana happily ever after... Godbless yah both =)

ORACLE said...

@Elaine =p

@Dhianz Miss you guys too. Salamat. I not hoping for sweet ending... I'm hoping this is one of the things in life which indeed doesn't end... and sometimes you just know it. alam mu yun? hahay.

God Bless! =)

Lord CM said...

Galing ng pagkakagawa, di pa rin talaga nagbago :)

Maligayang pagbabalik brod..

ORACLE said...

@lord CM

Mana sau brod... Thanks!

dylan dimaubusan said...

Oh mai gah!
Good bye na ba talaga ang drama?
O mahilig ka lang talagang tumula?

Ingatz!

ORACLE said...

@Dylan

Hindi naman ako mahilig sa drama Dylan. Though I like it a lot when I am able to express myself freely and honestly...

I wouldn't be surprised if you didn't get it.... hehehe....

Mag papasko na. umayos ka nga ha?! lolzzz... tc!

dylan dimaubusan said...

That's the reason why I wrote it, para magawa ko. I don't just tell things if I'm not sincere.
Expressing yourself, that's what you're good at. I'm the opposite.

Mid November pa umpisa ng simoy ng pasko dito..Merry Christmas!

Dhianz said...

oh yeah... hopin' for endless love for both of yah.... naks... ingatz lagi kayo... Godbless! -di

ORACLE said...

@Dylan

Let's get the opposite, since you claim ur the opposite...

So keeping your true feelings to yourself makes one sincere? hmmmm... =)

Okay.... sa mid november ka na umayos... HAPPY NEW YEAR....weeeeeee! ahahahaha!

gusto lang kita asarin. la lang. Friday nanaman kasi. TGIF! =)

@Dhianz

Likewise. =)

Chilli said...

If it's true love your feeling, don't let go.

In your post you seem ike a very loving nd caring person. Quite expressive in your own emotions. Good. Never met a man like that before.

A new food blogger hopping.

Dhianz said...
This comment has been removed by the author.
dylan dimaubusan said...

- Hopeless romantic Dhianz
In love ei? Si Oracle lang, ako hindi pa gaano..

ORACLE
- Sensya na, till now di ko pa naiisip kung anung klaseng bet ang gagawin pag nanalo ako, baka may idea ka...

"So keeping your true feelings to yourself makes one sincere?"

That's not what I meant. And I have no intention to elaborate it further.

Cheers!

guntur batam said...

good!